SCHIZOPHRENIA DEMONS LIVE INSIDE MY HEAD
A "stroke of genius"? Thousands of poets. Millions of monsters.
Bats and Cats
My skin welts
Burn marks are
Smiling up at me
I did not know
What year it was
I did not know
What state
I was in
I talked nonsense
Of space and time
And lemon lime
Of baseball bats
And kitty cats
I had fallen
Down the
Rabbit hole
My body shakes
The tremors are
Getting worse
I am confused
My clarity
Is jumbled
As jumbled as the
Ambulance ride
Street lights
Passing in windows
As galaxies
And nebulae
I am afraid
I have imploded
I do not exist
Anymore
9Strings and Sharp Things
Everywhere I go
Someone falls
In love with me
But the only human
I have ever cared for
Left me to rot
In my own
Festering, putrid
Mental illness
But I understand
I went bat shit crazy
It would be hard
To pin down
Your other half
For hours
Out of fear
That she would
Kill herself
My blood smeared
On his hands
And I cursed
And I shook
So I understand
How he has
Nothing left
To give me
But I am broken
Beyond repair
I have this
Gaping cavity
In my chest
I am alone
And it hurts
It hurts
Monkey Tricks
I know
Who I am
I am
The Elf
In a schizophrenic
Circus
A monkey
Of Lsd
In a musical triyp
Travelling that
Ghost ship
A dionysian elf
Bothered
To the sons
Of Dionysos
And to the lightning
Of the saints
Thunder cloud
Roaring melody
Licking lightning
Tasting rainbows
Kissing trinity and
The virgin bodes
See my soul
Screaming
At you
Ready to bash
Your head
Into halcyon
Days
